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Near bankruptcy... Enough said.

Exploring bondage these couple of days. Bought some ropes two days ago, following the instructions in the book. But I'm too stupid with my hands. I still can't quite tie a square knot. I swear I'll manage it within this week.

Done a lot of readings. I'm always delighted to read a good story. But poorly written ones always give me a much needed boost of confidence.

Yesterday morning was the biggest anticlimax I've felt since the 1994 world cup final. Feels like a hangover or something after watching the twin towers coming down. It was like watching a movie. And it was prime time TV here, thanks to the 12-hour difference. We turned on both TV's and zapped channels trying to get more angels of the event.

Who'd have thought the Pentagon would be so easily attacked too?

This is definitely one memory that wouldn't go out of my mind.

Rope Shopping

Can't forget ah-man's curiosity at my rope buying.

I'm such a closet case that I've only let my bro and my best friend Candy know I'm experimenting with ropes. Candy was shopping for cloth and accessories for her costume at the autumn anime/manga fest. Ah-man was also there for the same reason whereas "officially" I was just sort of Candy's company. Even when ah-man asked, I couldn't say it aloud what I wanted to use the ropes for.

But maybe I will "come out" later when I'm more certain about whether I'm into this sort of things. Maybe later

... And I need a combination lock now